Hey, as a matter of fact I AM alive and out there. LoL. good to know you're around too! Ladyserenity83 is my chat name if you ever wanna say hi please do so!

Hey Anthony! I bet you don't remember me...but im hoping you do. I was Flashdance2000, masqueradedeyez, littlewing83, and a few others but anyway now Im yellowtapemasquerade at MDD or chella__bella and Livejournal.com [I was afireinside83] or you could just remember me as Chelsea. :-D I miss ya lots and I hope you get this comment SOON.

lotsa love.

Hey handsome!

Glad to see you are busy with living your life and not just riding it out like so many others out there.  I've been busy lately.  Going to school and moving and getting 'married'.  I will have to explain some time.  I miss our talks and collaborations and hope we can someday get back to that.  I have many notes (somewhere?) about the last CD you sent me and I WILL send them to you.  Or email them or something.  Moving is SUCH a drag...  Give your mom a hug for me and tell her to give you a kiss for me, k?  Have an awesome...day...week...month...because each moment counts towards this existence....called LIFE!

RYN: I am on my 3rd showing of Phantom... Got goosebumps all the way through it, sang every song...

(although, in my humble opinion,  nothing compares to Michael Crawford and Sarah Brightman as the phantom and Christine... If only I had been born a little earlier! I'd have sold everything to see them on stage together.)

Hopeless. Romantic. Hopeless romantic --- *sigh* Thank you for understanding me. Sometimes... Just the 'you are not alone' from someone is enough to push forward. Does that make sense? Why is it that when we let people near enough to know us, it is then that they can no longer understand us? Or maybe they just don't try anymore.

'I am much too young to feel this damn old.'  *grin*

(Thanks again for being around)

*J*

I love that song... *sigh*

I am always glad to see that you've written.

Take care of you, okay?

Hey kiddo,

Sorry I've been out of touch for so long.  I've been on quite a 'ride' lately.  I hope to get you caught up someday.  But for now...just know that I still *love* you!  *HUGS*  Hope that helps.  I think you are the most talented person I've ever met in my life and I believe in you Anthony!  I really do.  Please give Vivian a long, gentle, sweet hug for me. 

All my best to you,

Angel

Hey Anthony,

Thanks for your comment! Ah...I didn't realise she was leaving soon. People leaving is something that I fnd hard to deal with...maybe she has the same problem. Maybe she's the one who has realised that she's gotten too close and now she's afraid of getting even closer. Or it could be that she's realised that you've gotten close to her and she's afraid of hurting you.

Even though she's leaving soon, there are still ways around it. Maybe you should just talk to her and tell her how you feel...she might do the same and that way you wouldn't feel so confused about everything. Thanks again for your comment, xox

Hey there,

I just thought I'd read a few entries of your diary because I saw your name and liked it...Dreamspinner...it's unique.

Hmm...I can understand why you're feeling so angry, but could it be that she's worried about the impact your relationship will have on her son? I know that you know he likes you, and you seem to be really great with him, but maybe she's just worried that things aren't going to turn out the way you both want them to and her little boy will end up getting hurt in the process? I think you should keep trying with her...show her that you're prepared to make an effort and maybe she'll feel more at ease.

xox

My daughter had that same problem with men after my ex and I split up. It speaks volumes that Kai's son is at ease with you. Feel honored *smile*. Children are so amazingly perceptive... No one has told them that they're "Not psychic" yet - So they just are. lol - I can tell you care a great deal for that little family. I am keeping you in my thoughts. All the best!

Jamie

hello  :)  I have read over some of your past entries and I have to say A) That rep's comment to you would have had me on cloud nine for months - Congrats.  - And B) Your girlfriend leaving for the Army has got to be hard on you. Long attachment or short - It is still an attachment. Keep your chin up. I have been told everything happens for a reason... Or something to that effect  ;)

Hon I know how you feel, to get so close to someone to just have them leave really sucks, but if you and her were suppose to meet nothing will come between ya. You sound SO happy right now, I think you need to cherish every moment and etch it into your head and never forget the happiness you have in your life right now.